So you get bored a night huh? your girlfriends asleep, you have no friends worth talking to that are available or online at the same time as you, and your fingers hurt from refreshing your Myspace page, and the books in the backseat of your automobile aren't going to move until class in the morning that you are dreading already. Are you lonely, are you trying to convince yourself that you're depressed and you need help? probably so. Well you also try to convince yourself that maybe everyone else is feeling the same way, you look for clues, a few signs that MAYBE, somewhere, someone is going through the same thing as you, but probably not.
It's cold outside, so your not getting out there to take your mind off this, your tired of the skateboard your riding and are too lazy to set up a new one. Who wants to skateboard at one in the morning anyway? So you try to find something productive to do, but god forbid you just do your homework, so you drive to Meijer, get some oragami paper and some lemonade you think might be good for you. You go home and make oragami for a couple hours listening to The Rolling Stones- Angie, over and over again. You sucessfully make maybe two or three pieces of oragami, and toss the ones that didn't work out cleverly behind your computer modem. Could this be what life is like for everyone, or could you just be a lonely insecure person in a world full of go getters?